I'll fight for you, I'll die for you

I'll Fight for you, I'll die for you!

"... Don't be afraid of the enemy! Remember the Lord, who is great and glorious, and fight for your friends, your families, and your homes!" Nehemiah 4:14

"Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about what happens to you." 1 Peter 5:7

Do you ever feel like a burden will never go away? Do you ever feel like you don't know where your life is headed? Do you ever feel like crying every freakin moment of the day because the weight you carry is too freakin heavy!!!!!!?

Today is the day I am done fighting this freakin fight on my own! Today is the day that I will look the devil is his ugly face and spit on him! God is sooooo good and always provides... ALWAYS! I have no idea why I get so caught up in things I can't control...WHY? Damn the devil and what he tries to do with our minds. I had about a 10 pound and a 20 pound weight I was carrying on my shoulders until today. God, being the hero and all, took that weight and dropped it on the devils toes (I hope it hurt too!) Today is the day that my God has empowered me to stand up and win this battle... the battle of trust and faith and patience. You see the problem with me and most people are that we so easily forget all of the awesome things that He has done and all of the other battles we have fought together (God and I). When our lives get tough we sometimes doubt and question whether He will come through this time... HE WILL. He always does... in His timing and in His way... not ours. You see, I have always known this but it seems lately that I have decided to let the damn devil get to my head and lead me to believe that God may not come through, therefore I was worrying... and worrying... and worrying. Now the devil has a wet face and toes that hurt thanks to the almighty power of God.

I recently read in my bible study..."Sometimes God wants to show us what we can do rather than let us find someone who can do it for us." - Beth Moore

God wants us to fight when the going gets tough... even if fighting means not doing anything... just waiting for God's timing. Fighting ourselves, our minds, our need to control everything. Take it Lord... take this burden and grant me patience.

Psalm 62:5 "I wait quietly before God, for my hope is in Him."
Psalm 139:9-10 " If I ride the wings of the morning, if I dwell by the farthest oceans, even there your hand will guide me, and your strength will support me."

THANK YOU LORD FOR FIGHTING FOR ME, AND DYING FOR ME!